It feels good to be back. I'm sorry i stopped posting. I was just always so busy, with debate, yearbook, communication, and tennis. Plus just regular school. But of course yall know i dont like excuses. Hopefully yall can forive me. I'll do my best to keep updating. Oh and a new boy has caught my eye. I really really hope yall enjoy! =] 
Nothing kills me more than having to look into his eyes and lie about how I feel about him.
But I keep telling myself its better this way. 
I'm trying to find myself as a person, sometimes that's not easy to do. Millions of people live their entire lives without finding themselves. But it is something I must do. 
   
I wish someone could tell me where im going
because ive walked a thousand miles and havent passed a sign.
And the only thing that keeps me going,
is knowing somewhere out there
is that radiant smile.
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Make him jealous that you're happy. And that he's not because he let you slip right through his fingers. 
Scars are souvenirs you never lose
The past is never far
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there
Did you get to be a star
And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are Oh and tell me, How have you all been? | 
