| I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know where I'm going.
and everything feels all wrong, but it feels all right. I've told so many people goodbye,
because they held me down, or pushed me down
they pissed me off or set me off.
And it feels liberating, and it feels free.
but it might also feel just a tad bit
l o n e l y. But I know I will be fine, I have ones that love me.
I have a good heart.
strong bones.
I have a beautiful dress.
wonderful music.
A stackful of books.
I have a whole lot of life. My blessing might come with some despair, but what else is there? --me |
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| Today was early dismissal, i drove around with my friends, went to eat, and laughed way too loud. i love days like this. <3 I'm posting today cuz i have something a lil different planned for friday. Waiting for him is the theme today. enjoy. =]   
and maybe everything won't be fantastic tomorrow. but right now it's fantastic.
and i'm hopeful. and i'm happy. and i'm okay like that. © underwaves 
I've gone through seasons waiting for you with nothing changing but the weather   
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| So there are many people that look down at this, at posting pictures onXanga. But i love this. it feels like with every new post i'm telling a story. Here is the update i promised. <3 enjoy.    
 
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| I'm sorry this update sucked. Excuses are for the weak, im just really tired. Irregardless i love you all, and to make this up to you i will post again on sunday. Enjoy.    I'm on the verge of a breakdown, I'm on the brink of an epic meltdown. So I'm going to let you go, you're not mine to own.     
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| I know, i know, this post should have been up yesterday but i had no tie! Yesterday and today was my first debate tournament, EVER! So i didn't get home till 10 yesterday and i was just so exhausted. And today i went to school at 7 and came back at 5. <3 Oh and the new background? It's a picture of a pueblo in Guanajuato,Mexico, where my blood runs deep. Song Recommendation: Paramore- The Only Exception. I'm a really big fan of their first cd, but Riot and all their twilight stuff wasn't my thing. But their new cd has some amazing songs. And that's one of them. Enjoy. =D     
She may have the prettiest smile,
but when you look in her eyes
you see the demons in her life. 
The person you end up needing the most
is the one you swore you never wanted in
the first place  
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